Roughly translated as any day now.
How am I feeling? Well, I'm a mixture.
You know those machines the builders use on site to mix cement. I feel like that is me with a bit of excitement added, then some anxiety, topped off with some tears, add a dollup of "can I do this?" sprinkle lots and lots of smiles, hope, patience and finally contentment. This weekend I was very aware of everything I was doing in order to avoid labour as Dr. Howard told me that little one is ready. But now I realise that there is nothing I can do. My body is preparing itself for this incredible journey, at its own time. I am merely a player in this game of life. My heart and mind is open and I'm ready for what comes my way.
Insha-Allah.
